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:star: I wish her mind would come back for even just one day. :star: I wish I could lose just a couple more pounds. :star: I wish I could choose my friends more wisely. :star: I wish there were no boundaries. :star: I wish I had more control over my eating today. :star: I wish people wouldn't leave....

Poem for grief. I am standing upon the shore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. She is an object of beauty and strength. I stand and watch her until at lenght she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky come to mingle...

This poem is for when you feel like giving up. Do not let your fire go out.. Spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frusteration for the life you deserved, but never been able to reach. T...

*ED triggery* "Courage" I told another lie today And I got through this day No one saw through my games I know the right words to say Like "I don't feel well," "I ate before I came" Then someone tells me how good I look And for a moment, for a moment I am happy But when I'm alone, no one hears me c...

Lie In The Sound-Trespassers William I love you more than I should So much more than is good for me More than is good Oh the timing is cruel Oh I need and don't want to need More than I should I am falling, say my name And I'll lie in the sound What is love, but whatever My heart needs around Oh my ...

also..

recognition - susie suh

for blue skies - strays dont sleep

don't confess(this thing that breaks my heart) - Tegan and Sara

12 - Alexi Murdoch (instrumental mostly w/ a lot of erm.. 'shahhhh'-ing)
:S very relaxing.. great build-up.

okay, i'm done..

Coffee and Cigarettes-Michelle Featherstone I gave up coffee and cigarettes I hate to say it hasn’t helped me yet I thought my problems would just dissipate And all my pain would be in yesterday I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain And watched my bad habits get flushed away I thought that th...

Everybody Always Leaves- Matthew Ryan I remember sometimes When you never came home How i crawled inside Those sad and lovely bones That you left behind Rarely held nor seen Everybody always Everybody always leaves It was a third world town In the great dead north I felt a wedding bell shiver Folded...

I'm scared that one day I will actually get along with and love my parents.

What is your secret? I only want to go IP because I'm scared to be responsible. Why is it a secret? Because it's not right to want to go IP for something like that.. What are your feelings about this secret? It's child-ish, selfish, embarrassing. Why are you telling this secret now? Because I don't...

I'm scared that I don't have a reason to NOT go on.

I only want to go IP because I'm scared to be responsible.

M: I wish I could want to love you. D: You've hurt me in so many ways. You've never been there for me and you still aren't. But for some reason, I can forgive you. KC: You're my hero, too. BG: I've loved you for so long but now that you're in my life, I'm not really sure now. G/GB: I wish I could gi...

I am proud of myself because I fought against my urges by plucking my eyebrows but of course you can only go so far with that.. but by the time i was done, i was not urgy anymore! go me!

TAYLOR

I wish I could change the world with my art even if just a bit or even just for a little while. I wish I could express myself a bit more than i do now. I wish I wasn't so shy. I wish I wasn't such a burden to my family. I wish my grandma would get better sooner. I wish I wasn't so dramatic. I wish I...

- I don't want to stop SIing. - I don't love my mother. - Sometimes I wish I could kill my grandma just to end it all. - I am bi-sexual. - I hate my friends. - I used to wish I was fat. - If I could change one thing in my life, it would be that I was never born. - I used to starve myself just so I c...

Hoping you can beat this..

TAYLOR

:star: run :star: read a sad book :star: watch my favorite movies :star: draw something that means something to me or something that is bothering me atm. :star: sleep :star: come here to BUS :star: listen to sad music :star: look at my photo album :star: cuddle with my puppy, sparky :star: paint my ...