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i am feeling
stressed
sad
disapointed
like a faliure
anxious
desperate
depressed.

it seems that every feeling i have at the moment it negative. i hate this!!!!!!!!

for me its pink floyd, great gig in the sky.
there are no words but the vocal arrangement usually says exactly how i am feeling.

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i have got three things
1. cutting (not healthy i know)
2. netball
3 playing the gutiar. i love my music

i am crying constantly anyway. it might make me feel better crying virtually as well. thanks for letting me do this !!!! :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries:...

WHY IS MY FUCKING LIFE SO FUCKING HARD????? I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!! :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries: :bawl: :1cries:...

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happy birthday candy

i find counting really unhelpful. if i make a plan to not cut for 2 weeks or what ever time frame, the urge to cut intensifies because it is like i want to do it only for the reason i don't want to let myself do it. it tends to be more damaging once i have broken my own record because teh urge is so...

i told my therapist what i though coping was and she laughed and said my views abouit coping were so wrong. so my question is what is coping?

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :bad-words: :argggh: :bad-words: :bad-words: :argggh: :argggh: :bad-words: :bad-words: :argggh: :argggh: :bad-words: :argggh: :bad-words: :argggh: :argggh: :bad-words: :argggh: :bad-words: :argggh: :bad-words: :argggh: :bad-words: :argggh: :bad-wo...

its too much and i have to let it out

everything hurts so much. i don't know how to cope anymore

pm's welcome

i fell in love with a minister at my church who is married with 2 kids. he told me he loved me and now all i want to do is run away.

i don't think i can handle life for much longer

tired
aching
numb
and all i feel like doing is crying. am so confused because i don't know where all this is coming from.

Great gig in the sky - Pink Floyd.

No lyrics but the vocal arrangement speaks right to me

hi Naomi, i can totally understand what you are going through. a close famimly friend killed himself in october and it is not something that you can deal with easily. i think it is really important that you greive for your friend and have a chane to say goodbye to her. maybe go to where she was buri...