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:grystar: I wish I could recover :grystar: I wish people could understand :grystar: I wish I could be comfortable with myself :grystar: I wish I wasn't such a failure :grystar: I wish people would have patience with me :grystar: I wish I wasn't so alone :grystar: I wish I had proper treatment :gryst...

I wish I felt like a real person
I wish I was happy
I wish I was a tiny, skinny little pixie, ready to float away
I wish I could be the thinnest without ruining my life
I wish I didn't hurt so much
I wish my brother was alive

Welcome back...I'm not sure what I can say to help you, that sounds very tough...but I read and I care. if you want to talk anytime just pm me. I know this is obvious...but you really have to get away from your father. you don't deserve this. is there anyone you trust irl who you can talk to?

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I'm grateful for... :blkstar: my doctor who helped me stay out of IP :blkstar: my mum who is helping me with my eating issues :blkstar: my music which calms and controls me :blkstar: my brother who gives me a reason to get up in the morning :blkstar: my guitar which helps me to express myself :blkst...

A - Respect? What is this thing you call respect anyway? You said you respect me because I have a high IQ but you're not sure if I'm a nice person! Well I'm not sure I want your respect now! You fought with N so now you're trying to break us up? A little obvious don't you think? You're totally convi...