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I wish I could just stop crying, but life doesn't ever seem to cut me a break

I totally went for something, that was kind of out of my character, but I rocked it!

i finally scheduled out my classes for spring semester!!! whoop whoop

* have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. No, I never actually do * what had happened just before? I had just woken up and was lying in bed * what were you thinking and feeling? I was thinking that I'm extremely stupid and wondering why i always fuck up and d...

* how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? The situation wont change, but I'll be able to feel better for a little while * what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? umm....well it will take away my negative feelings for a little wh...

elated I think this is my new fav. animation now too

I've had nothing but happy thoughts so far today!

I attened my classes and I came to work

Someone has probably already posted this before, but my t and I were talking about different ways to relieve stress and this is one that came up. Now I will say that i'm having a hard time doing it, but I just find it hard to sit down and relax anyway. So anyway this is how it works; find a quiet sp...

I like to listen to Corinne Bailey Rae and Incubus if i'm in a mood where I just want to relax

I'm proud of myself today because.....
I had a good time in my art class although, my painting turned out a whole lot less the perfect
And becuase I'm maintaining my cool here at work and not stressing out even though we are extreemly busy

I'm doing well today, just trying ot get through work

i'm proud of myself today for overcoming my brief grumpy mood

i guess i'll cry on here cuz I hate crying in the real world

thanks i was begining to think that no one cared

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slipknot--diluted

I really lonely right now and could just use some social interaction so with that bein said, how is everyone doing today?

things that make me try are:
my family, more so my dad just becuase i feel like he really needs me.
my girlfriend
and the fact that I want to be better and eventually one day help others

I wish I could control my moods
I wish I was more social
I wish that I didnt stress over the smallest details
I wish that I was more carefree