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by crs13
Sat Apr 26, 2008 9:42 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Screaming
Replies: 18
Views: 746

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH [breath] AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH [breath breath] That was more cathartic than I thought t...
by crs13
Sat Apr 26, 2008 9:38 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 150320

hugely anxious. sure I'm going to bomb my finals, fail classes, get yelled at by my boss, Fail at Life (TM)
by crs13
Mon Jul 02, 2007 3:18 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Place to cry
Replies: 2185
Views: 92443

I want to work this out, I didn't mean to offend you, and I recognize it was unintentional but you've hurt me and I can't just ignore your actions if you keep refusing to explain yourself. I need reassurance that you don't think this is all perfectly fine or I won't be comfortable staying friends w...
by crs13
Tue Apr 17, 2007 4:04 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 182776

I don't care if you're bored, find a way of entertaining yourself other than pointless hour-long conversations. GO AWAY.
by crs13
Sun Apr 15, 2007 1:53 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 67608

I haven't taken my medicine in a week. I know it's horribly stupid to do that on purpose, but I have no plans to start taking them again right away. I'm supposed to feel bad, I deserve it even; it's just the way things are.

pm's okay
by crs13
Thu Apr 12, 2007 5:46 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 67608

I want to DIE!
And I was going to do it ... I didn't know how but I was completely determined ... and I probably would have if there'd been a way. And I still would if I thought I could. :cry:
by crs13
Thu Apr 12, 2007 5:41 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Scream (feel free to join in)
Replies: 885
Views: 38036

:argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh:
by crs13
Fri Mar 23, 2007 6:11 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 182776

okay. I've had it. It's not funny that I'm having trouble. I was sicker than you've ever been in your entire life. I have effing depression and I should have been in the effing hospital instead of taking the goddamn final exams. Your dad doesn't have a personality disorder; when you went home for w...
by crs13
Mon Mar 05, 2007 4:09 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 150320

pathetic
by crs13
Sat Mar 03, 2007 8:46 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 150320

calm, for once :)
by crs13
Wed Feb 21, 2007 4:55 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 182776

stop trying to get me to fix things. I can't. you know I'm having a hard time right now and you're too selfish to back off and give me the space I need from you. goddamnit, you're my dad, you're supposed to care if I'm in pain and unable to cope, not push me toward the breaking point!
by crs13
Wed Feb 21, 2007 4:52 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 182776

screw you. if you're my friend, act like you think I'm worth something. if you're not, just leave me alone.
by crs13
Wed Feb 21, 2007 4:50 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 150320

flat
detached
not caring about anything
so tired
blah
lazy
can't think
worthless
by crs13
Mon Feb 19, 2007 12:22 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 67608

I want to die. Not cuz I'm SU, just cuz I'm so tired and apathetic I don't want to put in the effort of being alive. I want to go to sleep and not wake up until Wednesday. I want to feel something other than tired and empty.
by crs13
Sun Feb 04, 2007 5:45 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 67608

Everyone thinks I've recovered. No one knows I still hurt myself. I slip so close to the edge sometimes, and I'm terrified I'll fall back in, and I'll never be able to climb back out if I do. Yet I tell everyone I'm fine, and I'd never admit what a useless wreck I am.
by crs13
Sun Feb 04, 2007 5:30 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Place to cry
Replies: 2185
Views: 92443

:1cries:
by crs13
Sat Jan 06, 2007 5:16 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Place to cry
Replies: 2185
Views: 92443

I wish I could let tears out, I feel so awful today
:cry:
by crs13
Sat Jan 06, 2007 5:14 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 67608

deleted because I'm paranoid
by crs13
Sat Jan 06, 2007 5:03 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel...
Replies: 2081
Views: 60282

so nervous, so afraid I've screwed up another semester before it's even begun, wishing I knew what I'll do if I can't fix this
if I screw this up I don't know if I can recover from it
by crs13
Sat Jan 06, 2007 4:59 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 182776

I never wanted to hurt you, never wanted to see you in pain, but I can't be the person who fixes things for you, no matter what I do for you it's never enough so I might as well not do anything at all. I know you're sad, know you're hurting, wish I could make it better, but I can't, and I need to st...