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I'm so hurt you chose to go out tonight rather than spend time with me and your son. You say you love me, but it's more like a pacifier so that you can then not feel bad about fucking off, surely your actions need to mirror your words for it to be true? Is this how it's going to be? Life as normal f...

I dont really believe I have an eating disorder, probably cus it doesnt affect me every day. It is an issue to me though, more so at present than it has been in a long time. Thank you Pink 212, I've found it helpful reading through your posts here. I think I need to ask my work colleague to stop bri...

I try and do things to stop and look after myself.
I escape in books or watch films. Sometimes I take a bath with calm smelling bubble bath.
Breathing deeply and tyring to relax helps sometimes

Billie Myers - Kiss the Rain Hello... Can you hear me Am I getting through to you Hello... Is it late there Is there laughter on the line Are you sure youre there alone Cuz im Trying to explain Somethings wrong You just dont sound the same Why dont you Why dont you Go outside Go outside Kiss the rai...

Angry
unloved
lonely
worried
tired
sad
stupid
pathetic

Please just acknowledge me and send me a text or email. I know you're wrapped up in work and hate being abroad, but its not much fun being left here on my own all the time either. I feel like I live alone and you just come back from time to time. I know that's not fair, but that's how I feel right n...

M: I want you to be here. i want you to hold me and tell me its OK. I want you to show you love me and support me. I don't want you to come home late again so that I dont get to see you. I want you to tell me you care. I'm terrified that you're fed up with me . I'm terrified that Dan will seduce you...

Offer was accepted on the flat we want to buy and mortgage is approved subject to survey

I wish I had a stable job

I'm getting my haircut tonight

I wish I new where my life was going, that I had the willpower to always be positive and keep going rather than getting bogged down with negative thought and giving up, I wish I was more confident in myself and my abilities

-I have enough money to survive -Even if I loose my job, I can live off savings for a while -I have lots of skills so should be able to find a new job soon -Friend coming down to visit this weekend -My dad's online and happy to talk -I have chocolate biscuits -M loves me -We might buy a flat -I stil...

Kind of lost
annoyed at myself cus I have no real reason for feeling low
confused

went for lunch with one of my old uni friends today and it was really nice to see her again

my bf rearranged all his computer stuff in our lounge so I can now walk around it without falling over any wires and I can see most of the surfaces and floors

Received an email from a friend saying she's currently feeling low, but gettign through every day by thinking of something thats been good... I find I write here when I feel bad, but forget to mention any of the good things, even though its these I probably need to have to look back on to get me thr...

Tho i feel like I'm wrong to cry and should be pulling myself together and getting on with it

Wish i could IRL

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