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how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I'll be able to distract myself from feeling so lonely and betrayed, but the overall situation won't change. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? I think it'll give me a little closure...

I thought telling you would make everything better. It didn't - now it's worse, and I don't know what to do anymore. When the person I thought I trusted most in the world rejects me - why should I bother with anyone else.

Thank you for your response. I am planning to talk to my campus ministers wife tonight after Bible study about everything. I think I'm going to bring this up and see if there is someone she thinks we could talk to out of that group and that would be sensitive, but would stand up for me. I have one i...

have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. Taken care of what had happened just before? I was helping pack shoe boxes with my campus ministry. The guys were really annoying - picking but becoming vicious with it, especially at me and the other girls. I asked th...

Why do you insist on hurting me everytime you see me? Can you not say something nice - or at least just not say something mean? I know I'm not perfect - believe me I know. But I don't need you to remind me all of the time. If you only knew how much every word you say cut me to the core - then maybe ...

I've never felt like I fit in with ya'll. You all have your own cliques and though you 'let' me hang out with you, you never really care for what I think or what I'd like to do. I only keep hanging out with you because it's what everybody expects me to do. I wish you all could see me for who I am an...

To my whole family - why can't you tell me you love me? I tell you I love you whenever I talk to you, and I mean it from the bottom of my broken heart. I hold on because I don't want to hurt you, yet you hurt me everytime you say "you too", rather than actually saying those three simple words. What ...