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Dude! I need a box like that.

1 have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. Yes, I have. 2 what had happened just before? My stress Built up and I just could take any more. I ran out of meds and nothing could be done about it. Before that, I had some bad things happen at work. 3 what were you...

Thanks to both of you for replying. I'm just having a hard week for some reason. Everything that could go wrong, or sour has. I ruined my 2-month si-free marathon, but I know it's an accomplishment-it's the longest I have ever gone. Self-soothing is a good idea, but when I have all the feelings of h...

I've seen on some people's profiles with those "60 days SI free" medallions. I was wondering how I could go about getting one for myself because I am 2 months SI free as well. I wasn't sure if Bus gives those out or something. Thanks.

-How will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I'll feel better because I know cutting works for me. -What will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? Anxiety, feeling hurt. -How do i want to feel about this in the long run? Is hurting myself ...

I don't tell you everything because you can't handle it. You act like you want to understand and care, but you're too weak to know the truth about me. You just stand there hoping I'll magically open up to you. The little things I say to you freak you out, things that have nothing to do with me and y...

I'm proud of myself today because I managed to stay at work the whole 8 hours and not try to sneak my way out of the last hour when I know I'll have to make it up this week. 17 more hours and I'm done!!! I'm proud of myself today because I haven't slipped up or even used rubber bands in 3 weeks. Hop...