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Because I wanted to really see that the help I have been getting from a DID specialized nurse helps me to not to do SI. Also because I didn't want more scars...though that doesn't really matter anymore. There's just so many. Also because I'm closing forty, I'm a male and because of that everybody at...

Hey. Sorry to hear that you are not doing well. I also stopped for 13 years only to start again so I know how you feel. The only advice I can give is to look to the future. You've stopped once, so you can stop again. Perhaps you could also find something which would ease the stress and bad feelings ...

I know you both probably tried to do your best, but unfortunately it seems that it wasn't enough. I'm now carrying the effects of things that went wrong or things that you couldn't do properly. Having children is a big responsibility and sometimes I feel that it would have been better, if you two wo...

Janis Joplin - Little Girl Blue

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FVpDOIPx_sY

Just amazing song to which I can relate.

I believe (and I know some disagree) that you are never done with SI. It has been a good coping method in the past and it still could be a good method in the future. I was without SI for about 12 to 13 years (didn't count the exact years, as I though I was done) and now its back in my life again str...