bus

miserable
lonely
angry with myself
just want him to text me first or ring me first for a change
i know hes got his business to sort but i want him to want me and need me

god i fucking hate this place, i wish i was never born, its the same old shit, i try doing family things and being with my family but they push me away or i isolate myself

fantastic everythings going so well right now, ive met some fantastic people, and my weekends been great, and im a lot more content within myself

yes i still love you, and probably always will, have said this loads of times. i hate seeing you happy with your new girlfriend. it breaks my heart in two. i feel so lonely. mum, give me a break, i cant help feeling low, stop making it worse. i will help out, but in my own time. please get me out of...

i want you back, i dont care how much we've fought or you've hurt me, be it intenionally or non-intentionally. i forgive you for everything. i love you to the end of this earth, nothing you do or say can change that, i just want things to be the way they were. :star: scrap this, I HATE YOU, how can...

Pink Spider wrote:i spider solitaire. it's such an excellent distraction (and all-around time-waster).

that it is its so good for setting challenges up against yourself, and not giving up. a bit like life really

i thought this might be a good game if your bored or need a distraction.

instead of dealing out one row of cards, deal out the whole pack and play the game! its quite hard and im only on the black cards, the easiest setting.

let me know how you get on

i want you back, i dont care how much we've fought or you've hurt me, be it intenionally or non-intentionally. i forgive you for everything.

i love you to the end of this earth, nothing you do or say can change that, i just want things to be the way they were.

i wish things hadnt turned out the way they did, i still love you and will for a long time, i just want us to be friends, i wish i wasnt so clingy, i know it will cause me a lot of problems in the future, i wish we were still together, i just want to hold you tight, and kiss you. but we cant. i just...

very very very bored

horrible, stupid, like a bitch,

i dont normally venture into 'coping' but right now i just need some ideas and thoughts. basically i hate myself, i mean really hate myself. i keep having visions of od-ing or removing myself from this life. various people have said to me to stop feeling sorry for myself and move on from the past-th...

lads are such bastards

ur a bastard,
a coward
a bully
you are such a lovely person, i know you split up with your girlfriend, and i know you are hurt, but theres no need to hurt me, when all ive tried to do, is listen to you, be there for you.

and you hurt me. called me names.

stupidly happy

that im crying

i hate my life, i wish i wasnt here anymore, not dead, but not me, i wish i was stronger, in the sense that i could go out and look for a job like any normal person. i wish i could stop crying i wish i could get up in the mornings, get dressed and be motivated i wish i could please my family, be who...

like shit

i hate my life i wish i was dead everything i do is wrong i cant do anything right

why dont you talk to me like you did the wednesday we met?
why do i let you control me?
why the fuck am i such a fucking pushover??????