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Oh, the police thing I realise I wrote up on the Arc forum not this one. Had a bit of an episode last sunday, got to too much hitting and screaming and wound up having a chat with two gentlemen of the constabulary after they got called out by a neighbour. Really put things into focus. This stuff aff...

I wasn't going to answer any of this til I was done with work for today. But it's rattling round my brain so... I have an appalling memory, probably in part due to my particular facet of SI, but I don't know. I've got a good mathematical and technical mind, when it works, but I tned to forget detail...

For fluff and bored moments: Stalky and Co by Rudyard Kipling (a kind of fictional autobiography about himself and his two schoolfriends) or whatever harry potter volume is lying about from the last time. - Must be some deep school thing in my life somewhere, but both of these strike deep chords. Fo...

DT - Don't treat me like I'm the outsider, here. I've known these people for 14+ years, one of them for over 20. I haven't barged into your group, I've come back to a group I was in 5 years ago. And don't blame A cos you can't handle things. I know you're new to this. Don't insult us. Don't tell me ...

The thing is that it actually feels kind of natural, well normal anyway.

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That's the one I get nearly everytime. No warning, no build-up, just bang! I often end up screaming and yelling as well. I don't know where it comes from either. I kind of think of it as like banging the TV set when it doesn't work. I also find that it's not as controlled as the other form of SI *fo...

5 Years time...I'll be forty. FORTY!!! :o I'll still be in VFX (It's amazing the difference having a fun job makes to my life.) I'll have a flat (I expect I'll still be single and a whole house would be extravagant) in London - Maida or Hampstead - or here in Bristol. I'll have the same good friends...

Warning: SI and Self-Hate Stuff Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: * how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I will think more clearly. I will become more patient. * what will hurting myself bring to the situation? ...