bus

aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

frustrated with what's happening

going to bed so I'm not so tired, but you see, when I'm tired, I don't have to deal with what I'm frustrated about, but I'm not functional when I'm this tired...grrr.

I want to cry, but I can't.

:bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: I really want to cry, but my eyes are too dry for it...so, here are my virtual tears.

i am...a child of God i am not...worthless i feel...guilty and shameful i want...to pursue Christ, and not sin i need...to know that God is in control i have...great friends who didn't turn away when I told them my problems, and still don't turn away as more problems arise. i love...God, and lots of...