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You're so sad. It hurts me to see you like this. I wish it weren't so. I wish I could make you happy. I hate myself for not being to.

Why do you bother with me?

Do you not know I am just useless?

I want you in a way that may not be entirely romantically, but definitely more than friendly. You comfort me. I think you're incredibly useful to have in text and I wonder if that would translate in to reality. I'd like to find out, but not at the risk of losing your friendship as it is now. I canno...

I'm sorry it's like that, NotAgain. Maybe things will be better when you feel you're ready to talk about them.

Writing a letter...

It could work. Or it could be awful.

It could go as planned and allow her to get over the shock. Or it would only give her time to get more worked up over it...

She unpredictable, like that.

Well, I don't think my dad would really care. He's not in my life so much.

I just don't know how I would bring it up. I think I would like to, as I said, to try to get some help. Even though I don't SI anymore - sort of - I'm very...

Some help would be nice.

I um... I can't understand that.

Help is a difficult word. Would it help? Help make things awkward? Probably. Help me ask to a therapist? Hopefully. Which is whut I really want to do. I mean... Like... I'm almost nineteen, so I ought to be doing things on my own now, but it's really difficult, since I don't drive or anything, so......

I just don't know how my mom would react if she knew. I mean, she sort of already went through this with my brother, years ago. But shouldn't a family have at least one normal kid in it? I was supposed to be that kid. I don't know even know I would bring it up. "You know those scars on my foot you a...

Ooh. Some girls at school found out I did it once, a few years ago.

They spoke to a teacher, and then told me about it, but said that they didn't tell her (The teacher) who it was.

I was like... "Why would you do that?"

Congratulations, CellarDoor, on having support. You're lucky, that way. And I'm sorry to everyone else whose parents don't support you. You deserve better, but you're so strong for being able to tell them. And thank you, for answering. I was asking because I wanted to see, in general, how parents re...

To those who SIed while living at home with parents (and siblings? Older, preferably) or to those who do currently live at home.

Do your folks know? How did you tell them? How do they feel about it?

I wonder if this oughtn't go in the subforum for friends and family...

Well, right now I'm in a good mood mostly and I got this song. It's labelled that it's by Corinne Bailey Rae, only I can't find any documentation anywhere saying that is is her. It's titled Your Love is Mine. (Which, again, may or may not be correct). Corinne Bailey Rae=<3

I'm a bit of both. Alone, I love to look at them. I think they're beautiful. They're who I am. I take photos of them and count until it gets too confusing. But, other people don't know. And I don't want any of my reality to find out. My family, my friends. None of them know. It's easy for me to hide...