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Maybe a year ago, I met I boy whom I felt I was desparetly meant to be with. I'll spare you the long story, but he became someone I felt I wanted to remember. His name was David and he was Jewish. And soo I carved a star of david just above my ankle. It's still there. I really really wish it wasn't....

This is the first time I've written about the night I first SI'd. So there might be triggers in it. Kinda nice to put an exactness on the experience. I've always been obsessed with psychology, reality perception, emotion manipulation. Even when I was a mere 14. I was obsessed with controling my ever...