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yes, she freaked me out 2 nights ago, she had sleept very little, being summer. then she played a game online for hours, her cousins also play and they im inbetween. my nephew and his sister are very competative. not lucy, she is a ballerina, they tend to "work together" to have the dance look as go...

p.s. and yes i did enjoy drinking, that moment in the evening when i heard the "click" in my brain....the respite...but what came before and after stopped being fun and the "click" in my brain stopped being reliable. i just started being tired of it and sick of it. so i decided to stop for a day, an...

just for today has worked for me for 18 years. i will not drink today because drinking will kill me, make me insane. i do not know about tomorrow. i can drink tomorrow if i want. i will not drink today and today i have not had a drink. every day of my life i decide that just for today, i will not dr...

we went to the peditrician this morning, one she has had for years for shots and colds. what an idot. i am appaled by this "doctor". we tell her alittle about my husband left and the stress and the panic and fear my daughter has to watch me be in, my daughter starts to tear up and this women, this w...

thank you for taking the time to reply and that is what is happening here. i am going to take her to the peditrician tomorrow for the emotions from my crappy husband, they said i can have the phycologist referal i need to take her to a child phys. i have sworn not to tell her fater and not to push t...

thank you, she wanted some band aids, then decided to tell anyone that notices by the pool that the dog scrathed her. i said well, you know that is not the truth, and this has caused you now to be hiding and not telling the truth. i asked her if when she saws does she think "take that bitch mom, tak...

thank you, i think she will come on here herself later, when she wants.

thanks, she just got up. first question, did you tell daddy, fear in her eyes. i told her no. i held her. she wants the marks to go away, i say, that is why i don't do some things i want to do, i don't want the marks.

she is 13. she had a small drop stain on her shirt. she showed me. i thought she bit her lip, we were aguing. i was stunned, my mind leaping from "cover this up" deny deny to talk coco, she is screaming for help. spining head, stunned emotions, down play down play. what do say. so i held her while i...