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thank you for the reminder(sorry) im afraid that when it really matters,when im really being deppended on, ill fail, ill not be there because of my selfishness. im afriad that someone will compliment me for something, and what they are complimenting me on is a lie,i want to tell them, but im to ash...

whoa...thats deep. its exactly how i feel most times. I know i want to be better and not have this messed up pain, but i get better jsut a little, start to feel good, and it scares me so much, i dont know if i can handle it at all, being normal, not having pain, or if itsa there, handling it normal...

Im afraid of the dark, i still sleep with the lights on i hate the dark...but i love the night i love the day but im afraid others will really see me, so im afraid of the day my most prized and valued possesion is " TIGGER", a stuffed animal , he is also my best friend, my security blanket, id be s...

silme lor and leemc77 peace and all..silme...wanna bet.. of course there are those reading..and the greatest triumph anyone ever did was make it another day in this life..you should be proud of yourself for that at least...thats an accomplishment in itself...kudos....mc77 i used to think that love ...

[/color kinda feel that i shouldnt be telling this...(deja vu) i dont know how to even start... names will not be real...they will be made up of course..it started soon after i was given as a birthday present to a neighbor when i was five, dad wanted the neighboors daughter , he wanted me... it was...

**comments and ridicules welcome**the usual assrt. triggering stuff...but still casution * * * * * sometimes i do even tho i know i shouldnt i wish i had the guts to be what i want to be im afraid that when i die...ill really be alone im afraid that someone will learn just how fragile i really am i...