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Don't really feel happy, but this might help.

Happiness is...

...waking up.
...trying.
...still hoping.

Ignored.

Happiness is...

...a £900 benefit rebate.
...sleeping at normal hours.
...my mother loving me unconditionally.

Nauseated.

Happiness is...

...persevering.
...being proud of myself.
...being part of a community.

Sleepy and bored.

Happiness is...

...ever faithful hope.

Determined.

Happiness is...

...deciding enough is enough.
...saying goodbye to all the hurt.
...pride month.

Irritated.

Don't know if this has been done, or if this is the right forum to do it in, but it's something I'd like keep myself thinking about. You can list as many or as few as you like, so please join me if you feel able. What's happiness for you? :) Happiness is... ...surprise kitty cuddles. ...comedic kitt...

Hopeless.

Unsure.

Crossed-out.

Stupid.

Like an ache.

I wish I could talk to you without fear of making you ill with worry.

Tired.

I hate you for not being there when my dad died. It's been six months since he passed away and I haven't heard a word from you. I understand you have this wonderful new life, and someone as unreal as me from the old one isn't worthy of your time now, but fuck. Did my friendship mean so little to you...