bus

When I have time to think is when i am the most harmful to every aspect of my life.

exhausted

when i see the thread > What Have You Accomplished in Your Life
I get a knot in my stomach, mostly because i am afraid admit how litle that would be.

Yes my life will be better after you pass away. It will allow me a way to finally let all it go with off with you. I dont like the pain i always feel even thinking about you and the love you denied your own child. Its just not enough to be out of my life, i really need you gone for good. So i can fi...

I hate myself for being jealous of you , and hate you for making me feel that way to.

a few of my mellow ones are .... Blind Melon › Change I dont feel the suns comin out today Its staying in, its gonna find another way. As I sit here in this misery, I dont Think Ill ever see the sun from here. And oh as I fade away, Theyll all look at me and say, and theyll say, Hey look at him! Ill...

like i am spiraling

i didnt over eat

I used to steal from shops all of the time and was never caught. I miss the feeling i would get from it even though i am now older and mature and am afraid of getting caught

i become fasinated with getting this or that to the point of it becoming an pbsession.. then once I get it , i really dont want it by the next day and move onto the next thing I must aquire.

I didnt shoot up and i could have for free

a bit wired

i know its a stupid reason.... but because i got another tattoo

i managed to have a good time out in public without carring what perople thought of me

disconnected

I am proud because i didnt crawl back into bed and hide there .. but instead got up and made myself play games and do arts and crafts with my daughter

a wee bit stressed and panic'ey

really worn out

I was wondering about a few of those... would be cool if they made it a stick post.