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If you do care about me, then prove it.

When I get angry I take it out on in-animate objects; doors, walls, anything...and I just lay into it, usually damaging my hands and the object in the process...I don't advise this, I'm just saying...

I feel really weird today...haven't felt like this before but its nothing good.

Where-ever you are, please please find me, maybe with you by my side life won't be so bad, I know your out there somewhere, please find me...

"The Art Of Subconscious Illusion" A living nightmare, asleep but still aware. The endless torture. The painless pleasure. I grasp myself. Trying to regain control. I experience and learn. In another faction of my mind. So confused. But everything makes perfect sense. Can't feel the pain. Emotional ...