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Something to keep in mind for yourself, what's done is done. No matter how much you fret or worry, or ponder what could have been done or avoided, things will still be the same. I don't remember where I heard this but it's stayed with me for a while. Guilt is the most nonessential emotion that human...

My Mother knows that I used to. A friend told on me to a school counselor in Junior High. He forced me to tell my Mother. She sent me to therapy. Her finding out made things a lot worse for me.

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I only feel good when I hate myself and my life. I feel wonderful when I'm miserable.

At night when I'm falling asleep, I fantsize that I'm dying. It feels really good to give up. PM's ok

This may sound silly. I'm 20 years old so I still have to stand back and laugh at myself. But I have a little coping buddy. Everybody seems to have their "thing". Mine is a stuffed rhinoceros named Humphery. He has a little black bow tie and absolutely no stuffing in his arms. I found him a while ag...

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