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N- I know what you did, and I forgave you a long time ago. But I worry about you so much, and I wish so badly I could tell you. Please, stop living in the past. I know you've been hurt, but you won't find any answers in the bottom of your Whisky bottle.

I've been clean for almost five months, but I'm having some pretty strong urges. My mom and sister in law are talking about our family history (which involves physical and sexual abuse), and I'm torn between staying and going outside. I mean, I know I'm getting triggury, but... I kind of like it. It...

A- You said you would always be here for me, but I guess you got so caught up in the saying you forgot the doing. I was closer to you than anyone else in my life, and the time we shared together is priceless to me. No matter what, I will always cherish it. What happened? It feels like you just stopp...

It was in the middle of the night, and I was feeling really upset. I called up my best friend and told her to distract me. She imediatly knew what I meant, and we talked about nothing for an hour at least.