bus

I'm trying so hard to calm down
I feel like a jigsaw piece that's been forced into the wrong hole

Positive that I'm going to acheive my goals for this year

really fucking shit and sorry for myself

You're a f*cking dick and I HATE you. Stop dragging L through all your shit. If you want to have it out with me then do but leave her alone. You're such a f*cking loser. U manipulative freak, I can't believe we ever let you into our lives as a friend and that she's still falling for it. You're anyt...

Pissed off
Sad
Let down
Scared
Rubbish

Nervous
Stressed out
Tired
Sick
Tearful
...

Glad to be back at BUS
Sad

Chilled
Worried about her
Like I'm ignoring my responsibilities by taking this time
Majorly triggered
Scared I'm going to slip
Confident that I've have the emotional tools to keep from slipping

Tired
In love
Happy
Relaxed
Chilled out

Tired
Headache
Nervous

Lonely
Tired
Deflated
Bored
Triggered
Pissed off
Gagging for a beer
A little bit sad

chilled
on top of everything

relaxed

Last night I went to my friend's BBQ even though I knew there would be girls there I didn't really know or have anything in common with. I went, I was nice to them and had an OK time. I can remember a time when the thought of it would have terrified me and I would have said no and gone home alone in...

There's a similar thread on Coping: What Song Describes How You're Feeling...great idea, music can be a wonderful comfort I find. (Sorry that sounds really poncy...really didn't mean it to...! Ha ha!)

Triggered
Urgey
Dissapointed
Not good enough
Crappy

vunerable but coping

I'm proud as I sent an email to the guy who has been harassing me for the last 5 months. I told him he has to move on and this would be the last time he would have contact from me. I didn't go into detail about my feelings or anything like that it was just short and sweet. I feel really empowered bu...