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What I would like to say to two people I used to be friends with and am now not. *lang* I'M SICK OF YOUR STUPID FUCKING GAMES. I'M NOT GOING TO CHASE AFTER YOU. I NEVER HAVE AND I NEVER WILL. YOU'RE EITHER MATES WITH ME OR NOT. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TRY AND TEST THAT. YOU SILLY PRICK, I'M GLAD YOU L...

Worn Out
Tired
Pleased
Glad that I made it into the new year

I worked my ass off today in the shop and I was even cheerful to our early morning customers (the buggers for making me work on a saturday!)

Never thought I'd say this but, I actually quite like this song and the chorus really describes how I feel a lot of the time... Try-Nelly Furtado All I know Is everything is not as it's sold but the more I grow the less I know And I have lived so many lives Though I'm not old And the more I see, the...

Panicky, and I hate it. It's so scary.
Like I need a drink.
Let down.
Frightened... make that terrified.

I wish you would come back. I miss you so much. She's not the same, things were better when you were here. P misses you too. We haven't been to the pub in ages. And I cried when you left G's party the other night but I didn't tell you cos I thought it'd make you feel guilty. It was so much fun when ...

So very sad

(like most people have said) Driving somewhere and talking to the car about why I'm pissed/upset/angry etc also screaming at the top of my lungs in the car is good-no one can hear you! Unless you have a window down and you're passing a cyclist-woops!

I feel so sad. I keep crying at work and I have no idea why.

I'm supposed to be helping people who are depressed or suicidal but I am one of them but when I'm working it helps me as well as them but I'm too scared to tell my collegues in case they make me take time off or leave... I listen to cheesey 80s music- Total Eclipse of the Heart by Belinda Carlisle ...

The Dream Academy - Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want Lyrics Good times for a change See, the luck I've had would make a good man turn bad So please please please Let me, let me, let me let me get what I want this time Haven't had a dream in a long time See, the life I've had would make a ...

PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER IS AMAZING!! I know what you mean about the end-it was a bit too neat I felt but still loved the book! If you like that you'll probably love Brave New Girl by Louisa Luna and Looking For Alaska by John Green. Both EXCELLENT books! There's a whole series of books that MTV ...

Stuff I wish I could say to my colleagues... I don't know what I'll do if it all goes wrong and I have to leave. I love my job so much but now those fuckheads have taken over... who knows. I'm so scared, I don't want to have to go. I try to be open minded about the whole thing like everyone else an...

Going back to what you guys were saying about kids books-that's all I read now although my excuse is that I have too for work....good huh?!! :wink: I read Elsewhere the other week and that was just mind blowingly AMAZING! Also Angel Blood by John Singleton which was about kids in a loony bin and you...

So very tired
Lonely
Sad
Looking forward to having time off work

sick
proud of myself (for various reasons)
excited
happy for my sister

I'm in the process of buying a new car and it is making me *so* excited and happy-just sitting in the thing is fun let alone driving it!

Really excited like I want to jump up and down crazily

but...I'm also scared about seeing my doctor tomorrow...