bus

happy

What the hell do you want from me? I'm only human, I can't be perfect...so why do you always ask the impossible from me? Does it make you feel good about yourself? Leave me the hell alone!

alone
sad
lost
frustrated

I'm still going...and I'm not giving up!

Easier To Run-Linkin Park

Damaged-Plumb

I really hate it when you say "I love you". Quit lying to me.

Sad
Angry
Alone

I'm here, and I'm talking...even though it would be much easier to just hide and isolate myself right now.

okay

Haunted by Evanescence

I didn't SI last night.

Sad and angry.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i am... confused happy sad guilty alone okay totally mixed up i am not... all the way "here" i feel... disconnected and overwhelmed at the same time i want... to just feel one thing at a time, not all of this mixed up confusing crap... i need... sleep i have... n/a i love... n/a i hate... too many t...

HOW can I be okay and still wanting to just burst into tears? HOW?!!

I'm fucking sick and tired of BEING sick and tired all the time! FUCK!!!!

Tired but restless at the same time.

I'm sorry, I really truly am.