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by Yisraela
Sun May 07, 2006 4:59 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 89959

I've been down so long, sometimes I wonder if I got better, I'd lose myself.

I think I make myself stay like this, because I'm so afraid of ending up like the people I hate so much.
by Yisraela
Wed May 03, 2006 1:57 am
Forum: coping
Topic: what does doctores say?
Replies: 15
Views: 654

Agh! I'm so glad for you! :blush: I was wondering when I signed on, how the doc appt went. I'm glad it's okay. I know what you mean, about people asking you to pull up your sleeves. It's the most ashamed I've ever felt in my life. Like you're a kid again. But, don't you have the choice of meds? Is t...
by Yisraela
Mon May 01, 2006 10:59 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: what does doctores say?
Replies: 15
Views: 654

It's not your bad if she is going to be insensitive, it's her's. But, worrying about it isn't going to help anything. You're only making yourself sick with worry. Try to settle down, take it as it comes if you can.

I really hope it works out alright for you in the end.
by Yisraela
Mon May 01, 2006 7:46 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 89959

SU, and self hatrid * * * * G-d, I'm sorry. But I don't know if I believe it anymore. I need something from you, I don't know what I need. I know when I do things, that are against what you want, I spit in your face. I'm sorry. I can't control myself anymore. I'm really afraid, that maybe deep down,...