bus

why am i never good enough for you?
i try but im getting nowhere and you as sure as hell arent helping

LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!! I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL AND WANT SOMEONE TO HUG ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I HATE THIS FUCKING BARRIER TO DEATH CALLED LIFE!!!!!!!...

being near my boyfriend
my bother (not really just really really close frinds) when he talks to me
crying
my therapist understanding me because no one else does
<3
alicia

-i wish i new who i was -i want to get better but at the same time i dont... -when i cut i dont want my parents or church friends to see but i (kind of) show my scars/cuts off at school -i still miss him soooo bad even though you moved to germany! -i dont want to get better...i like the pain sometim...