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just wanted to bump this thread so i can find back to it when i reboot my computer, hope its ok

Stupid, Sarah McLachlan Night lift up the shades let in the brilliant light of morning but steady there now for I am weak and starving for mercy sleep has left me alone to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong it's all I can do to hang on to keep me from falling into old familiar shoes...

happy
like i woke up from a bad dream that i dreamt for 6 months
that life has meaning again
that im getting my period ,, ouch tummypain
in love
like a mother

sometimes i wish the damn p.doc would section me and get it over with instaed of the constant threatening me too. i feel like giving them the last bits of the puzzle so id go in under that paragraph, but i know it to well i hold on to the last peace of the puzzle so they cant section me i dont know ...

Mud Stories Lyrics by An Pierle I won't give in I put fresh heart into myself But I flee my thoughts I won't give in I've sealed my mouth Won't say a thing At least not out loud Funny, I'd like to seduce you Funny how i feel Maybe I'm lost on the rough side Maybe this time it's for real But I would...

those were so sweet

THRICE Red Sky I know what lies beneath, I've seen the flash of teeth conspiring with the reef to sink our ship the wind's a cheating wife, her tongue a thirsty knife and she could take your life with one good kiss can you see the sky turn red as morning's light breaks over me know tonight we'll mak...

im in college,,, and when im in school feel two totally oposite things

1 i feel like im different then my friends, more different now then ever before,,,

2 i feel like a super student and ppl come to me wiht questions..

and thos two things really dont go very well together!!!! its confusing

now i have felt safe,, i felt safe when somone stepped into my life and said,, YOU ARE SICK, I WILL TAKE CHARGE AND YOU WILL DO,, noone EVER did that with me... and i know she put me back on the right track only organizing a lot of stuff with doctors and hospitals ,, and then taking me there,, :) it...

I wish I knew how to keep going when everything falls apart at once. I wish depression didn't get in my way of looking at the future and seeing the possibilities. I wish I didn't feel boxed in a corner with nowhere to go. the first one you allready know you can do, since you are being here today re...

how goofy you look with a bicycle helmet a childs dimples the smell of damp forest in the evening the stupid cat being locked into the garage again the sudoku puzzle you finally solved the funny book you bought instad of the sad one u knew u wanted calvin and hobs fresh rye bread with roastbeef and ...

i love you and i wish you were my mam

so incredable restless...
confused
cared about
loved
tired
wanting to go for a jogg,,
fat

i keep changing my mind about the scars.. i want them to go away,, yet i want them being there,, but its not abut the scars,, its about the blood,, and my worst SI dont really make scars,, when im not in school i dont give a ** about my scars and go around in singlet,, im really tan now and my purpl...

dear S... i am wanting to SU now, but im not telling you that, i pretend im not.. i dont want you to rescue me.. not the way you want me to be rescued.. if your rescue was to come and sit with me i would tell you.. but your way is sending the police to put me in hospital,,
how can i be honest then?

This song really makes me think about my safe person.. Amy says "flyleaf" Amy says she's all alone Says the world doesn't even know About the pain she hides inside Says happiness is just a lie Smell the roses; throw them down Just whisper; don't make a sound Don't want the world to know the truth Yo...

I AM SO GLAD YOU FINALLY TELL ME THAT I MEAN SOMETHING TO YOU,, god if you knew how much id do to know that!!! if you knew how much id do that u say, if u just show me that you care and tell me to my face how much,,,, IM SO FUCKING HAPPY YOU TOLD ME THIS :D:D ,,, ED and SI trigs below **** * * * * *...

Wearing the inside out From morning to night I stayed out of sight Didn't recognise I'd become No more than alive I'd barely survive In a word...overrun Won't hear a sound He's curled into the corner From my mouth But still the screen is flickering I've spent too long With an endless stream of garba...

this is how i feel about therapy latley :o :o "Six Different Ways" This is stranger than I thought Six different ways inside my heart And everyone I'll keep tonight Six different ways go deep inside I'll tell them anything at all I know I'll give them more and more I'll tell them anything at all I k...

like im about to fall asleep on the keyboard,, and wake up with keyimprints in my cheak in a few hours