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Never ending forgivness
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I dont think i have ever felt safe ,,,
but i imagine that id feel safe if i knew that someone really looked after me,,, and stoped me from doing everything WRONG,,

S: i know you need me, and i will just hug you and hold you forever, and never let you go, even though you try to test me all the time. Your like a daughter to me.. Big M: I UNDERSTAND YOU W: i understand you and i know exactly how to help you. D: your therapist allready said that you SI so its ok. ...

thank you all for replying.. The deal is, that my therapist dont seem to be very understanding about it either, and she has allready spoke with my doctor. I have GAD and PTSD.. and they want to put me on meds for it. so that is the reason why im going to the doctor in the first place. I have seen th...

My doctor dont know that i SI even though she has been my doctor for years and years, i have always managed to hide my scares. However now she called me in for an apoinment after talking with my therapist, and i am so sceared she will measure my bloodpreassure or something and see my fresher cuts, t...

Really wierd....

Teach.. stop respecting the god damn distance im telling you to have to me.. i know you care,, i want you to care,, and i dont want to push you away the way i do. Cuz when all comes to all i have only you to turn to... why cant you just grab a hold of me? ,, i know you can Therapist: listen to teach...

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im not sure if that did the trick for me this morning

Well its hard to know where to even begin. I been SI'ing for as long as i can remember. Like carpetburns on purpose, scratching, hitting my head at things. I know i did it because i was so frustrated. I grew up alone with a boarderline mother, that was also an alcoholic. And all this was well hid be...