bus

I dont understand why you love me. But im really glad that you do.

fat, ugly

tense
small
anxious

- theres not really one for how i feel today.

Pull your thumb out of you arse and get some fucking work done. If you had mental health issues you would know what they were called, and dont try to tell me about mental health because i know more than you think. Get on with it and stop bullshitting. And you.. When i am on the verge of tears beggin...

Like i need a kiss and a cuddle and to be told all the things i dont believe about myself..

I got all the presessional students on occam matched their payments.and contacted our summer stayers.

When i ask for help at work and you ares sitting doing naff all i expect help and i expect it in a respectful manner. Think on.

Im a member of another forum which does this and it works really well.

Be careful though buddying up can also have adverse effects.

im absolutely terrified you will leave me

Please dont leave.. Im sick of making friends just to lose them.

Helba was the most amazing, wonderful, caring, delightful, quirky, funny, carming, brilliant, intelligent, beautiful person I ever knew.

And im a totally fucking shit person for not saying it more often

I wish I could bring him back

Ill be 26

I hope to be married with kids.

And I hope to be better

Im on it!.its everywhere I know unfortunately im limited aas to what I can do and am having to wait for an admin for some of it. Thankyou for your reports hun im workin on it x

done x

i didnt si yesterday even though i came VERY close
havent si'd today