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mum - i have a problem and i need to sort it out, i just don't know how, its the only way i know.

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cool thread maybe you could help? I've been having a recuring dream since I was about 5. Tiny things change so I guess you might not call it recuring but its the same kinda idea. Basically; Me and my dad are running down a long narrow corridor and there are these men chasing us. We come to a turning...

Hi sweets. My doctor doesn't know either and that's the reason I'm keeping quiet.

Just try to make yourself as comfortable as you can. Maybe tell her first before letting her see.. I don't know.. good luck though xx

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Terrified
In Pain
Like I'm a bitch
Alone
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Achey
Limited
Restrained
Breathless
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Ben.. being anywhere near Ben.

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Terrified

...this is gonna sound so stupid... When I was 7 years old I used to hit myself, scratch myself - that kinda thing.. one day when I had failed a test (again) - i was always failing mini math tests and things and I took it real bad, I always felt like a failure because everyone else could do it and I...

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Ugly

i hate my scars they make me feel angry and ashamed and they make me feel like they are in controll and i'm not..

I'm proud because even though I felt like I couldn't speak and I just wanted to run away I told my boyfriend I had had a slip instead of lieing about it.

plantt wrote:Neviah, what's one thing about yourself that you like or do well?

I can't acctually think of one..

When they work..

1). Holding ice cubes
2). Squeezing ice cubes
3). Putting an ice cube underneath my tongue
4). Spending time with my boyfriend
5). Shredding Paper
6). Weight lifting
7). Loud Loud Loud music

I want to cry but I just can't.. I can't let anyone know how much pain I'm in inside because they're too busy and I don't want to make them disapointed.. the tears just won't come..

I see myself as worthless, pathetic, stupid, ugly, fat, dirty... not much different to how other people see me..

When they see my scars I look into their eyes and realise I'm a total failure

Disapointed
Fat
Ugly
Alone
Terrified

James - Leave me alone, you've done enough to hurt me so stop trying to worm your way back in. I know I'm not a nice person but I'm sure I don't deserve to have you hanging over me all the time. You make me feel guilty for pushing you away but I can't trust you or forgive you and it makes me feel si...

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Alone