bus

im worried that i might get more confrontation and i don't want it
im worried that i might get bus taken away from me because of a silly typing mistake..
im worried that people hate me.

I love you, i miss you and i need you.. why aren't i allowed to tell you that like i do. i know it must be annoying to get so many texts, i just wish you'd do it to me. just sent me a text saying "i love you" thats all i ask.

kris. money. knowing the longer i stay in bed the less likely it is ill get up.

i used to walk untill i wasnt hurting anymore but it doesnt work anymore

thanks you guys.

I did crossstitch in the end but i was that urgy that i was rooted to the spot and i didnt dare more.

I didnt hurt myself.

i still have the urge, its constant

Before: Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It will feel better, calmer, but then guilt will happen. The situation won't change at all. Just make people unhappy. what will hurt...

im feeling shitty cause the urges want me to si. if i si, then the urges will go

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I will feel better, relieved. I won't feel this shitty what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? Hurting myself will bring peace and quiet and will relieve me of all this stuff thats in my h...

pms ok.

im not worth anything, no man could want this mess that i am

i was made a member advocate in nov 2006 and still cant get into the omboard.. any ideas?

cuddles
the sound of him whispering "i love you"

1) If you could paint the room you're in now to match how you're feeling or to what's going on in your life, what would it look like? It'd be black 2) Change the image of the room to match how you *want* to be feeling that gives you the power to control what’s happening in your life today. What does...

i love you so much and im slowly killing myself with the worry of losing you, why do you have to go?

I never stopped feeling that way, I fell asleep waiting for a reply on here, but i know that people do have to sleep so obviously im not blaming anyone for not being there. and i got plenty of replys on main after i woke up.

thanks prox, i fell asleep in the end

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I'll feel better for a short period of time, and then i'll feel terrible. but im feeling so bad right now that I honestly don't give a damn. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? it will...

Thankyou for everything, you have no idea how much you've done for me and for that I really love you, so much. I'm trying to get better, really I am.

I've been trying to do the same thing Enola. I have found that singing through it helps, find a song that boosts your good moods and stuff and be determined to get through, or, go to your happy place. Close your eyes, imagine you are in your happy place. This could be anywhere, somewhere you feel sa...

happy
relieved
bouncy
a burden
useless

I'm proud of myself today because i totally opened up to the doctor and attempted to tidy my bedroom.