bus

i dont care if you want to be with me i just want you to hold me and tell me that it's going to be ok. I love you so much and i just want you near me.

so you crushed me... i just want you to love me again... im sick of crying over you

i got the odd smack on the bum as a child but i dont think there's a link with me.

crushed
forgotten
lost.

why the fuck did you take me out on friday if you dont want me.
why did you let me stay over and sleep next to you if you don't want me?

look me in the eye and tell me you don't love me anymore..

im not ok, i need you and no, i wont be fine..

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? i wont have the urge anymore. it'll go and i'll feel like a human being again what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it...

please notice that i'm not as ok as i say i am..

Im greatfull for my boyfriend who is the best thing ive ever had. I love him so much and i never knew how it felt to feel so safe in someone else's arms.

absolutely mental

im incapable of being normal. live with it.

worthless
stupid
alone
suicidal..

Loneliness Is a place that I know well It's the distance between us And the space inside ourselves And emptiness.... Is the chattering in your head It's the call of the living And the race from life to death Woa and I know Yes and I know What you feel... And I've got a longin' That's hard to find Wo...

i'm deathly afraid of the dark..

I'm worried that one day i wont wake up because the dark might get me..

this is my biggest fear...

This is to my someone i work with: my problems are just as bad as yours, yes you have a problem and yes its a big one but its your own idiot fault not mine, so when my grandad is being tested for bowel cancer, when my boyfriend is having ultrasounds on his testicles because he's in agony for no appa...

depressed
rejected
sad
hurting
ill

I don't WANT to tidy up, I dont WANT to wash your hair and I dont WANT to be nice to you whilst you're an evil little fucker to me but it's my job and I KNOW HOW TO DO IT. stop telling me how to do my job!

im worried that kris wont always love me and i cant imagine not having him.
im worried that i'll never get better

fat
stupid
..worried
upset