bus

dirty
on edge
hurt
sick

today i didn't cry

I love you so much it's killing me to be apart from you. Each time I see you my heart beats faster and when you walk away it breaks all over again. I need you, I need you to hold me, tell me you love me, tell me it's all going to be ok and this nightmare is over and everything can be good again. I m...

numb yet desperate and extremely ugly

you know what my other way of coping is other than crying so do not even begin to tell me i shouldnt be crying or i wont have any ways left and you KNOW what will happen.

because im almost 2 years free

fat

i ate breakfast

i always seem to want to hurt myself, i'm afraid of how much i've changed and i'd like to go back now...

i'm sorry

sore (sunburn)
fat
worthless
lonely
in need of some love
generally shite

i was going to purge but i walked away

:star: I didnt si even though i had the tool in my hand, i threw it away :star: i threw away my ex's valentine card from when we were together :star: i spent 5 hours tidying my room and will carry on after this post :star: i haven't purged in 4 weeks :star: i told the doctor the truth about my table...

i wish you could see im falling apart

I didn't work when I knew I couldn't, I stayed home and took it easy instead.

i hate you, infact no, i hate the fact that i dont hate you.. i loved you so much how could you be such a bastard?

i love you but im terrified you'll hurt me..

i hate you because you're thinner than me and i can never be as pretty as you are

Wednesday 13 - God is a lie I've made a fist but I cannot knock upon that door 'Cause once I walk through it I won't be coming back no more It's strange how everything can change oh, so very fast Somewhere someone out there will always have the last laugh Just say a prayer for me, in case I forget A...

low
ashamed
sorry
fat
ugly
hurt