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When we had gone to Toronto for the evening and walked around Queens St and had dinner at the Irish Pub. And then got lost coming home because they closed half the streets that led back to the thruway so we ended up driving in the wrong direction and didnt end up getting home until like 6am when we ...

Empty by the Cranberries Something has my left my life And I dont know where it went to Someone has caused me strife And its not what I was seeking Didnt you hear me? Didnt you see me? Didnt you see me standing there? Why didnt you turn out the lights? Didnt you know that I was sleeping? Say a praye...

i am... creative smart nice musical i am not... worthless a failure a bad mother dead inside i feel... alone tired aggravated depressed anxious i want... a job a new life to move to a new city money to go to Berklee i need... a job money a change i have... a beautiful daughter my fiddle, guitar and...

1) I'd paint it all red with black curtains and all black furniture and paintings by Mark Ryden (he's an artist who has a collection called "Blood"... very cool paintings) all over it 2) A green like it is right now with white curtains and pictures of Ireland all around it with all light wooded furn...

I dont mind my scars, its who I am and to me, it shows what Ive been through. But I hate people seeing them because of the comments I get. When I'm at home alone I'll show them but when I'm out I rarely wear anything that shows my legs off. I have really faded scars on my arm, but you can barely see...

My avatar is a celtic circle. First reason is because I love anything Irish/Celtic. Second reason is because celtic knotwork is never ending, it just keeps continuing the same cycle, and thats how I feel. I'm always in this never ending cycle which I call my life.

alone
depressed
tired of everything
frustrated
confused

I'm so confused on how I should feel at this point. Should I miss you? Or should I hate you? I cannot get the images and memories of the past year out of my head and its driving me insane. I hurt so much and all I want is for everything to be how they were 6 months ago, before you changed into the p...

I wish that this month never happened and it was just a bad dream.

I wish that I could actually feel happy without trying to make myself feel happy.

I wish this pain would just go away

2nd post - I miss you because I loved you so much and the distance we had before we broke up was horrible. I know you probably only said those things because you were mad and I didnt help the cause by yelling also. Instead of replaying what you said to me over and over again I'll remember the good t...

Guess I'll try this..dont know if I'll be that good at it but here goes nothing
1st post -
I miss you terribly and all I can think about is all the hurtful things that you said to me. I cannot get it out of my head. This wasnt supposed to be like this, or rather end like this.

D- You fucking ripped my heart out and left me to rot. I did everything for you and it was never good enough. You always used the Bipolar as an excuse for everything, when really all you are is a self centered asshole. You knew I was going through a lot and you just added to the stress and left me a...

*Triggs* -I didnt just cut that once during our relationship, it was the whole time. -You were the reason why I'm like this now. Your mental problems caused me too much pain. The more I tried to help the more you pushed me away. And I blame everything you went through on myself. -I get into relation...

Tired
Empty
Lonley
Depressed
Lost
Blaming myself for everything
Scared