bus

i wish that you hadn't read me so well. i wish that it wasn't true.

unwanted. alone. anxious. sad.

okay... :star: Name: E :star: Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: i'm trying to reduce... so i can stop. :star: If so what is your motivation: knowing it is unhealthy, wanting to have less trust issues, it hurts others, etc. :star: Favorite coping skills: music, distracting myself, being ...

too full, okay, restless

i struggle with it, especially when there is a question directly addressing what i am good at.

maybe ask friends/family what they think you are good at?

"on beauty" (zadie smith) and "the unbearable lightness of being" are some of my favorites at the moment.

i've let it go... i've let you go... finally

hey! i just joined in as well. i'm sorry you've had quite a week. all i can say is be glad that you've found out and don't break her trust while you have it. once it's broken, it usually isn't fixed easily or quickly. also, BUS has amazing support... so read around on the boards (i'm sure you're alr...

ahhh insomnia? yes. i have that. -play dough. it's amazing. -coloring. (okay so i do kid stuff.. haha) -listen to mp3 player/music with headphones -read... a lot. i have stacks of books for these occasions.. catch up on schoolwork, etc. -write letters to friends/ thank yous... etc. -e-mails... check...

being alone... reading...

sometimes with certain people... but usually only when i know i'll be alone.

i just want to know why i'm like this.... it's so upsetting.

*cry*

ohh it sounds like you've been doing really well! congrats!

what bands did you put on the alternative rock cd? if you don't mind sharing...

happiness is...
-thunderstorms... sound of rain on windows and tin roofs
-learning that it's okay to let things go
-relief

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i want freaking exams to be over.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

nervous, anxious, mind awake-body tired, bored

i just wanted to say that i just stumbled on this and i love it... it's given me so many new ideas... thanks for posting it

i do that... i've always done it. i don't quite know why..

both eyelashes and eyebrows...

ahhhh i didn't see this before... good post!

ummmm WALLY LAMB:
"i know this much is true" and "she's come undone".

i love them.

-thunderstorms
-friends that care
-broccoli... i know it's weird
-music
-going to the movies
-good books

i am... tired, stressed, distracted, okay i am not... focused, confident i feel... bored, alone, fat i want... time, coffee, energy, to know what i'm going to do with the rest of my life i need... time, coffee, energy i have... some friends that love me i love... my family and friends, music i hate....