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I had a relapse Monday night, I had gone just about a week, and BOOM! I had a crumby day and it all came out on my left wrist. I feel disgusting! Don't you guys just hate relapses? It pushes you down and it kind of nudges you towards that dreaded, hopeless region. My therapist says that we all have ...

[colo r=violet]Thanks for the congrats you guys! Happy Easter![/color]

Sometimes, like last night, I slept over my aunt's house to hang out with my cousins. Out of nowhere I felt the need to cut. It's so crazy how it can turn up out of nowhere, that overwhelming urge that grasps my mind. It's insane, but I miss it sometimes, even though I don't want to hurt myself any...

thanks you guys, this site has really helped, just knowing that you're not the only one can give you hope...

it's so crazy, because what you guys are saying is so dead on it's freaky. I didn't realize how many other people are out there you do what I do and feel some of the same things I do. One of you asked, what makes it so intimate when I'm bonded with my tool, I guess I'd have to say that I have a hard...

My therapist tells me that when I can't deal with certain thoughts/emotions, I can visually or physically put them into a box, any kind of box. I sometimes do this visually, picturing a small jewlery box with a lock and a key and whenever I have a thought or feeling I can't handle, I just open the l...

When I cut I feel intimate and joined with my "tool". It's like we've both been binded together. Is this crazy? Or do any of you other SI's experience this feeling as well? I also like to see my blood...It makes me feel alive...and other times I try to keep my blood from pouring out by wrapping and ...

:lol: I'm proud of myself. I've wanted to cut myself numerous times this past week, but I made it through and survived three days. Maybe to some of you guys out there three days is no big deal, but for me it's a break through. I wanted to know how I could get those cool acheivement coins some of you...

I read Laura's list a few minutes ago, there are so many things on there that can really help me...
thanks for the ideas

thanks you guys!

*trigger - may be graphic to some* I was eleven when I started, and now I'm fourteen, I started after watching this show Degrassi, I'm sure most of you have seen it on the noggin channel. This girl in the show cut herself and I was so excited to see her do that to herself that I went up to my room a...

I really want to meet some people who are going through what I am...but no one is replying to any of my posts...

Does anything work to get your mind off hurting yourself? I'm having a hard time taking my mind off cutting right now, I use a rubberband I snap at my left wrist CONSTANTLY at night time, but it's not working lately, anything else that can take the place of my razors?