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I no longer feel safe.

Thanks

Hey Spidey!

Oops my bad.
Thank you though
Here’s the link to my place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php? ... #p4337270

Hey - I hope this is the right place, please could I have my old place locked. I want to start a new one for a new journey.

Conflicted .. Someone from my past messaged me .. I'm not sure if I want to reply or not .. I feel so confused about it. I'm so happy with my life as it is now .. I'm getting married next year and I've got a new job, some good friends, I guess this person messaging me just out of the blue was a mass...

I really want to talk to you .. I actually miss the friendship we had before ever getting together and before everything went wrong .. I want to just talk.. And I hate myself for it

Conflicted ..
But so unable to word it ..

A little disappointed and very .. Frustrated
I do not know why I bother looking forward to anything

Heard "our song" while I was out with my fiancé and our daughter today amazing how once it used to make me smile and feel so safe and now it just makes me angry and feel sick you disgust me

I'm feeling positive .. And better than I have in years .. That scares me a little bit.

Excited .. Get to spend the whole weekend with my baby and our little one ^_^

Happy .. Content .. Like I've finally found where I belong ..

Feeling genuinely loved for the first time ..

You're a huge fucking pain in my arse .. How dare you think you can be such a freaking asshole to me and my girlfriend .. You did this all through school you should have grown up by now .. You were a twat to my partner then don't you DARE think you can be the same to my baby now .. I'm happy we have...

Please stop fucking with my head .. You've never been fair and you're still not being. What do you get out of these sick twisted games?

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

Massive anxiety attack .. I need to get this under control .. It's going too far .. I need to for my family

After everytime you hurt me and made me feel so worthless and pathetic .. Like I'd never meet someone I actually meant something too.. I have! She's incredible and a thousand times the person you will ever be .. And right now I'm on cloud freaking nine cause I get to see my beautiful girlfriend and ...

I want a kid ...
My partner already has one that I raise with her ...
But me personally I want a kid that's my own ... Biologically ... I've NEVER wanted this before but now I do ... Really badly