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I'm really sorry you had to go through this. I think it's a good idea for you to go to therapy and maybe one day you'll be able to tell the authorities, you could even send them an anonymous note if you had to, anything to stop this man from doing the same thing to someone else. Again, I'm sorry you...

http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=41450#23 Questions 23 and 24. They have the big tokens and the little ones as well as some that just say recovering and such. Hope this helps. Good on you for your accomplishments, three days is awesome! Thanks, Ec (I posted here instead of messaging in case ...

I was just wondering if your therapist ever tells you that you should go back to the box and try to deal with some of the things you locked up or not. (If you can remember). I've never tried this, but I was curious if it was a way to rid you of your emotions or save them until you can deal with them...

Not crazy at all. I feel exactly the same way sometimes. I keep my tools in a blue bandana and sometimes I even hold it and stroke it. I don't really have much more to say since my feelings pretty much match what you said right on. I feel very in tune with myself and my lines and I often sit and sta...

R- I just want to be friends with you, but you're so hard to get close to. M won't mind, he's not going to get jelous. He knows I love him I just desperately need some people who are just friends. Why are you afraid of me? M- I love you so much, but you don't understand. I fight with this every nigh...

I wish I didn't have to go to these stupid useless things.
I wish he would just be my friend already.
I wish I could finally get thin again.


-Ec

Very tired
Frustrated
Sad
Confused
Nervous
In pain


-Ec

Unfotnately I don't really have any advice, but I did want to let you know I read and I'm sorry things are so hard for you. *hugs* (if ok).
Take care of yourself and never give up,
Ec

I didn't want to upset him, and I'm sick of long sleeves and constant checking to see if anything is showing.
Ec

Mom: I feel like I have to hide things from you, because I know I'll hate your reaction if I don't and that's why I can't tell you that I never really stopped. I hope someday you'll understand and I can roll up my sleeves again. Old hall crowd: I love all of you so much, I wish I could tell you how ...

- I believe I can use more effective and safe methods of dealing with my emotions, if I just try. - I don't want to scare and hurt my loved ones anymore. - It's too tiring and emotionally exhausting to always be hiding scars and worrying what other people think. I've found convincing myself that I t...

Sometimes I trick myself by pretending the due date is earlier than it is and then I get it done sooner.
I also find to-do lists extremely helpful.

Thanks

I found that the easiest way to tell my mom was to write her a letter and that worked out pretty well. It usually helps to tell someone, but many people won't follow up on it unless you mention it or they see something. They'd rather not talk about it unless they have to. At least that's my experien...

I like my scars. I think they're beautiful and I stroke them all the time, but I know my family and friends who know don't like them so I cover them up most of the time.

I'm new, by the way Hi!