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so, I love that he cares, but it hurts him when I si. I don't want to hide it from him. but I know that he finds it painful and he draws away if I let him know, that I didn't cope,he will be sad not sad to manipulate me, but sad that I am hurting so bad inside in spite of his love; sad because he ca...

I wish I could talk about SI to my husband without him getting scared and upset

I made it throurgh and did not SI
Hurray for me!!

* how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? The tension would go away * what will hurting myself bring to the situation? nothing really but the ache in the pit of my stomach would go away for a while *what will it take away from the situation? dignity * how do i want to feel about ...

My husband
My horse
My dog , Nora Nell
a cd of lively praise music
my Greek NT

I am sorry no one has answered you yet. I too fear being sent to a mentel hospital. so far no one has threatened me with it though. Look at the before and after forum, I find answering the questions ( or trying to) helpful when I feel the urge to SI Welcome a board the board I hope someone gives you...

I'm ok now. I fell asleep after reading, I just got up because my dogs were barking. back to bed now (urge has disapated)

yes I have exercise works well, but ...I swam almost a mile this morning and hiked in the hills for 45 minutes this afternoon. and now it is dark and I am alone

* how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? The tension would dissapate....The endorphens from the pain would relax me. * what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? I just dont know. * how do i want to feel about this in the long run...