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This sucks. Everything in my life is over and I don't really know what to do now. I am so sick of this pain. I just want to feel better....but I don't know how. And the thing is, I don't think I deserve to feel better and I don't know if I will let myself. Everytime the pain goes away just a little ...

I used sex to get what I wanted from you. You used what I wanted from you to get sex. I feel bad. Do you?

I'm sorry, really really sorry! Please forgive me.

I'm so confused right now, nothing seems to make sense. The worst thing is, I can't even talk to anybody except for on here. If I could then I think it would help because maybe they could help me sort things out. But I can't because then he would go to jail. I broke it off about 2 weeks ago. I'm jus...

Thanks for reading. Getting it out does help. Its nice just to know that someone else knows. One thing that has been a big problem with the sexual stuff with the guy is that it caused me to loose all respect for myself and for him too. He used to be one of the people that I admired more than anyone ...

Possible SI, sex and language. And sorry I might ramble a bit. Also sorry because I don't really know if this is the right place to put this. I am really hurting. Wow it took a lot for me to admit that. I have messed up so much and I continue to do it. I have to confess something, well a couple of t...

I don't know if I can forgive myself. Actually I don't even know if I really want to forgive myself. I know I don't deserve forgiveness from myself or anyone else. I'm so angry and disappointed that all I want to do it punish myself with cutting and who knows what else. I don't know how I'll be able...

Your stepmom had no right to say all that to you. Unfortunately, many time in divorce this happens. My parents are divorced and I remember some of that from my dad (but not really from my mom). It always hurts. Congratulations on not SIing yet though, that is good. We're here for you! Remeber, it wi...

A complete hypocrite, a failure and a huge disappointment. The opposite of what I should be and what I always said I would be. On the other hand, I am working very hard to change all that. That makes me feel much better. I guess I do have to give myself some credit there. But over all, right now I a...

guilty/sorry
broken
depressed
confused
disappointed in myself for a lot of reasons and in one of my closest friends
scared
tired