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* how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I don't think it will. I may feel a bit of relief but I will still be lonely. It will make me either more or less likely to get out of isolation, but I'm not sure which. * what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it tak...

I really don't want to be around people right now. I don't want a solution. I just want a nap.

I don't want to talk to my ex. I don't want to see my ex. I'm addicted to keeping in contact with my ex. It just feels gross.

My relationship with food is growing unhealthy.[/i]

I wish it were easier for me to make friends.
I wish I could respect myself.
I wish I had some drive.

Congratulations on your decision!

AA has saved my life - I have about 20 months at this point. It's a rough decision to make and I'm glad you feel good about it. Wishing you the best!

Feel free to PM anytime.