bus

tired

Sick

Dreading, Longing

I'm a really selfish person

I wish I could rewrite the past.

unmotivated,
useless.

Usually whenever I'm urgey, I can't go out for a walk simply since often it's late/at night.

But yeah they are things I can do,
thanks han

# how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I will feel as if it's a mark of something new, a change, the anger will disperse. I might feel awkward and embarrassed about myself generally while cleaning myself and any mess made up. # what will hurting myself bring to the situation?...

*shrieks*

*screams until head explodes*


*oops..messy*

i want to elope off somewhere. i can't take it here, i can't take the risk of never being able to see you, touch you and hold you anymore.

i really want to tell her.

what have i done? why do you look at me like that? it's not nice and i don't know what i've done wrong.

if only i could.

...

so very tired

i don't want to fail again

it's too much i don't know whether to scream or cry

I HATE STRESS.