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same. so i tend to head-bang and breath scream to vent.

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(sorry i forgot to put it in my first post) i wish i could make up my mind, i want to go hospital to get better and change the way i look at my self...but then i have moments where i would rather die (however rash that is) instead of going to hospital and gaing weight. i feel i will never be thin en...

:blkstar: ask yourself exactly what you did to deserve you hurting yourself and think of thr both the pros and cons of hurting yourself, usuallly the cons out weigh the pros and you can get the saticfaction that you have thought it through logiclly. :blkstar: if you cant bear thinking about it prope...

if she believes that you will know when you do really need to go, then she probably is right. sorry thats not very advising. im just really saying go with her belief because she is suppose to help you and advise you well so you can get through to the other side. :blkstar: im killing myself slowly in...

i havent heard of it ethier, ill try using it, it sounds like it works anyway, but i dont no if ill remember to apply it to things

Thanks for this its really useful

wow thanks i didnt think it would but it really helps

i did go to a family counselor for a bit early this year, but it wasnt working out, i didnt feel i could talk there, maybe because my mum was there. besides even though i feel that im still traped i must admit my depression was worse then and i would SI a hell of alot but now ive cut down down a hug...

its scary i get exactly the same thing as angelic, at least it makes you realise your not alone and there are people like you even though you dont feel like there is

i 1st posted this on nest and somone said i shoud post it here and i do want advice so here it is... I have has such a bad day i got my report card thinmjig and its the worse one i have ever got, no its the worse anyone has ever got in my whole school. every subject was bad, not because im naughty b...

:plant: the feelin you get when puting on clean socks :plant: wearing massive t-shirts to sleep in :plant: looking up at the night sky when its full of stars :plant: reciving a hug from someone when i really do need one :plant: buying new girl boxers :plant: geting a face licking from my four dogs

-deep down inside i've never stopped hating myself. -For ages i lied to myself about having a eating disorder and that im been moving on, but its got worse. -i act strong and unemotional when really i am weak and long tyo show emotion to people. -i have sexual feelings for girls as well as guys, but...

if it could b real i would be happy i would be be free from eating disorders i would be free from mass worry about things which i do know i shouldn't be worrying about i might finally be content with myself i would have stoped SIing and i would be in uni where im coping well and gettin on wit my stu...