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I'd really like it if you would talk to me longer. Maybe let me get out some of the things I need to get out, instead of just discussing yours for longer than necessary. Please make more time for me. :blkstar: I wish you'd take more of a stand for yourself. It'd help us both. :blkstar: I'm worried a...

I don't think you have any idea what you're doing anymore. I wish I could help you, but you can't reason with someone who doesn't want the help.

worried
doubtful
guilty
confused
hopeful
stressed

I wish you knew just how much I still cared, but I can't bring myself to tell you. It would topple the neatly stacked life you're living now, and the last thing I want is for you to be unhappy. I hope everything works out.

Drained.
Apathetic.
Alone.

Thanks. Me too.

Maybe I'll find a good enough excuse to get him to leave me alone for a while. lol

Thanks.

Yes, they can. It's really sad when they are, too.

I guess I'm not really looking for an answer, just somewhere to complain and just wishing there was an answer.

I've tried telling him a few things, but he's really not very understanding at all and it's frustrating.

Thanks for the reply though, it means a lot.

Before I get started let me say I love my friends. They're fantastic people and quite a few of them are aware of my problems and struggle with SI and depression. However I've recently had quite a few of the ones I'm closest to move further away, and I've been in good spirits, social, so I have made ...

frustrated. confused.

Obviously I've heard of it, but I never tried it. I thought it would be comparable to cutting because it teaches you the same thing - to depend on that to get you out of a tough spot. Maybe it's true that it's less severe, but I knew it wouldn't work for me. I've wondered if it ever worked for anyon...