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anyone on to talk.... :/ distractions much needed...sorry for asking

jaded melody: im really sorry hun plese dont feel like a freak:) i completelt understand how u feel about knowing its bad but continueing and not wanting to "recover" cuz u know u are lossing it. im here to talk and offer hugs if thats ok. :1hugs: ranting......possible trigs...... today sucked. i tr...

i really really lke this post just a day ago i really needed somewhere to vent about *ed* and body image stuff...but wasnt sure where to go for the support. good idea and i know this is a plave for support and help with this but it is ok to vent ya ???

ugh...

with...everything trying to keep it in is KILLING me trying not to show my pain, the fact that i hate getting dressed in the morning just knowing ill have to look in the mirror :oops: trying to not miss, miss those ive lost in my family trying not to hurt :cry: funerals suck.... :o coping with copin...

thanks again....im going to bed though maybe it will just make it all go away not

thanks a lot for coping ideas i will try whether it will work or i am strong enough to let it idk no :/ i hope so though...

umm no i havnt seen any professional help i guess i should...especially since i have been feeling TERRIBLE lately like physically....

my thoughts behind it...i know how terrible it is but thats not wat goes through my head as a big red light... i HATE my body image and when i even think about wanting to eat it makes me hate myself wanting to make myself sick...i hate the filling of food... i feel trapped i hate wat its doing to me...

im scared and sick...i am looking for a coping mechanism for when i have that urge to make myself sick after i eat, please i dont know of any or even where to look

hey i have never posted here but i need some advice i guess....i have develpoed and ed and i am terriffied of it...like scared to death...adn dont really know much about it and i dont want it to start taking my life over and was wondering if anyone had any advice or thoughts? anythign would be GREAT...

Hey, i am new to this website thing i needed a way to find help w/o going to my parents and i dont even know where to look on this for help? i dont know wat to do? i SI and this year it is the worst how can i start stoping wat are some first stages?