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Hey everyone, The Gulport mission trip was awesome. I had alot of fun and that was the first time I've ever been to Mississppi or even been to the beach. We got to go play in the sand on the beach there one night it was awesome. I was tempted one night to harm myself. But because there was so many p...

sick,
worried,
like I could vomit

That is a good idea. Well there is going to be like 50 of us all with utility knifes so I am sure that no all of us will be using the one at the same time because some of us will be doing other things such as demolition and other things. TTYL Tiffany

I didn't know where to post this so I decided to post this here. I am so ready for spring break because I get to go to Gulfport, Mississippi to help out with clean up and to put up sheetrock and anything that needs to be built. I think our group will have lots of fun but it will be alot of hard work...

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I am affraid to admit that the part of the reason I am so depressed is because I am so affraid that my father really did molest me as child. I know that sounds so foolish.

I really don't know why I started SIing. I first had tried to kill myself and then after that I started SIing like everyday when I turned 15 and well I had dealt with alot of stuff from my father who was a 24/7 alcoholic and very abusive more emotional and verbally than physically. Just seeing stuff...

I just don't know why I feel this away about myself. I've always felt this away about myself. And I don't seem to get any better. I wish I felt better about myself but I try and I always end up feeling like a failure.

Yeah me too. It took me a while to even have the guts to call the counseling center and when I finally did I was very nervous. At first we only talked about me being depressed finally after like going 6 weeks or so I got the nerve to even mention dealing with the issue of SIing. But my counselor was...

Well everyone views me as a very funny, honest, kind, etc person. I see myself as a complete failure, worthless, and UGLY.

Hey just wanted to say Hi. I am new so that is probably why I haven't replied. So how are you? Tiffany

Well I am going to a counsel at my college and I told them about my SIing and it has stayed confidential. I think what they are talking about is if you threaten to kill yourself or tell them you are. Are if there is a possibility you might kill yourself. I was at first affraid to share because I tho...

Actually I have some very good friends that know that I SI for example like 7 of my friends know and my therapist. The seven that know are ones that I talk to about counseling and they are very close friends. One girl well she asks me questions because she knows someone that is dealing with SI and i...

Well I really don't know why if I want to stop SIing or not. I mean it was my decision to start going to counseling to stop but sometimes I ask myself the question why do I want to stop or do I want to stop? I guess I want to stop because I am affraid that I might accidently hurt myself really bad a...

Thanks for some of the alternatives to harming self.

Hey that is a good idea. I've never thought of doing something like that. I am struggling with stopping as well.

Well you could do like me and write your mom or parents a letter. And tell them you need to talk.