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Hello Smeagol, Thank you for the reply. i do like the idea of scribbling out my feelings in the dark just to get them out of me. i think i will have to try that sometime, it seems like it could really help. i tried to write to her, but it just feels like there are no words... i dont know. today's go...

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? its too much in me right now i need to let someo f it out of me so i can deal with it. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? it will make it so i can thnk more clearly. it wll take away ...

hi, thank you for your response so soon... Yes, i do mean that my thoughts wont race so much while i am cutting...and i guess i really dont know why cutting will do that for me...i think its the ouch factor mixed with seeing it and maybe also the act of doing something, i dontknow...i'll have to thi...

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I will be able to think more clearly...but i guess the situation wont change... what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? it will bring a sense of empowerment, make me feel more in control o...