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it the further av gone with out before then it was only a week i could go without because of dream s and thoughts of cutting and other things going on i feel that some times things get to much like pressure of all my thoughts i try and get it out some away it helps but what been going on over the la...

SI TRIGGER even things felt to much My thoughts were very bad over the last few days and last night they got worse i trying to distracted my self i tryed sleeping i kept waking up i felt confused scared and alone i didn't feel good with out cuts on me i felt out of control with out them five weeks f...

urgey
stupid
numb

thank you huni i am proud of my self for noting doing it for neerly 3 weeks i find drawing on my self triggering for some reason am not sure why that is i will look at the coping thread and il becareful what am reading yes distraction i find really helpful if i keep busy and not thinking about it so...

SI TRIGGER am not going to do the questions am kinda just going to post whats going on right now av been neerly 3 weeks with out s i ing for me getting past a week is a big thing for me as i have never before got past that an d i have been si ing since i was 13 am now 29 for that time av kept busy k...

aww i wopuldnt kill you at all huni
* hugs*

Ella x

my sig doesnmt seem to be aperaring
at all
is there some thing i can do about it

Ella x

i cant realy do teh questrion i dint feel up to them ill just ssay how i feel i guess this should have a SA warning on it SA i feels disgusting disty voices in my head saying thing to me that i reambe little about can even feel hands on my skin that just mkes me want to cut cos it dirty disgusting t...

a few day ago i emailed my avtar to the avatar email adress but i havent had any email back or a pm
can some tell me how lng should it take please
many thanks
Rogue-Ella x

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? my head full of bad thought of si ing and thing from whrn i was akid Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then? yes i si'ed or i od 'ed What I have done to ease this discomfort so far? What else...

alone
confused
hate myself
scared
in tears

i am...
selfish
scared
alone
abanndond

i am not...
anice person


i feel...
horrable
evil
disgusrting


i want...
to si
a hug
to cry

i need...
a hug
a drink

i have...
sore head

i love...
my friends
my family
my dog

i hate...
me
me
me
me

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