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I'm sorry.

I want to die.

NOT

EVERY

SINGLE

FUCKING

THING

I

SAY

IS

ABOUT

YOU

YOU

SELFISH

ASSHOLE\

And after the day I have had you can go fuck yourself.

I get that, and that's cool - but busboard@busmail.org should - like the rest of the issues that exist - need to be resolved.

This has been up since last year and it STILL! has not been fixed. Half the emotes are gone, ability to upload avatars is gone, deletion of your own posts in place is gone, HTML is gone and the email is gone. Seriously -- When is this going to be fixed? When are *all* the issues - including the spam...

I am not in love with you. But you are in love with me, and I don't want to fuck you up even more considering the last three months of your life, and so I stay. You are selfish. I tried to communicate to you how awful I feel right now and what is going on in my head but it allllways has to be about ...

I can never tell you this, but I actually had a plan. I had everything set and laid out. It was all ready to go, but it got derailed.

I know it's a good thing.

It felt like springtime
On this February morning
In a courtyard birds were singing your praise
I'm still recalling things you said to make me feel alright
I carry them with me today

- sophie b. hawkins - as i lay me down

I agree - drugs like that on developing brains are just destructive and awful.

While I disagree that alcoholism is a disability, I completely understand your reasoning.

Jamas - May I ask why you oppose alcohol/drugs so strongly? I don't want to come down on you, I'm just curious? As for having your parties be completely dry functions - that is totally your call. If you don't want alcohol in your home, people should be willing to abide by that - after all, it is you...

Defeated
Alone
Useless
Scared

DONT SAY THAT

PLEASE

You're no good, you're no good, you're no good, baby, you're no good. Same. :shakehead: Ooh-oo child Things are gonna get easier Ooh-oo child Things'll get brighter Ooh-oo child Things are gonna get easier Ooh-oo child Things'll get brighter Some day, yeah We'll get it together and we'll get it all...

I never realised until now just unhappy you were.

I'm sorry.

I would have come down a lot sooner had I not been such a self-absorbed asshole.

Fuck. I'm sorry.

Man sunshine do you have a lot of fuckin' balls. You have balls bigger than the checks your ego can cash, sunshine. Holy shit. Oh wait, the martyr's cry - you do everything, pay for everything, are responsible for everything. Do us all a favour and pull your head out of your asshole, sunshine. Christ.

I moved cross-country.

It did not work.