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I wish that the doctors can give me a succesful diagnosis of bpd. Not that I want to be officially crazy, I just want to have an explanation for all this crap I've been going through for years.

I would like to still be alive and be a father to my second child or children.

Hey dude, nothing wrong with playing video games! If you enjoy doing it then it's not time wasted :wink: I agree that you should ask yourself if all those things you're jealous of are things you want. Might help you to get perspective. Also agree that putting yourself down is not the way to go out a...

*su tigs* - I came so close to ending it all this year, closer than anyone I know realises. No-one knows that I thought about death atleast once everyday for well over six months, and one day in particular... If I'd have had something sharp with me at the time I would be long dead by now. *end su tr...

Tired.

Hungry.

Semi-drunk.

Numb.

I don't think that I can be overly positive with this and I hope that I haven't missed the point in doing so. If it's not meant to be self depricating and to be more life affirming then pm the mods and I won't mind at all if it gets removed. But I'm really intrigued by this and want to do it. Sorry ...

I miss you so much. For that I'm sorry.

I still love you. For that I'm sorry too.

I wish that I could get back to eating normally and that my whole day wasno longer totally occupied by my disordered eating. I wish that I hadn't totally screwed up my metabalism so even if I wanted to I couldn't, not without putting weight on far too fast and probably too much. I wish that I wouldn...

Welcome to the board

I hope that it does help you, I'm sure it will. You can never underestimate the value of being able to speak to people who understand you and know where you're coming from.

Don't mind if I do.... *wanders off to scream and rant away in the background*

I wish that happiness comes to my fiance I wish that we get to see each other soon I wish that I can always be there for her I wish for a change of fortune I wish for us to both have a long and happy life together And I wish to see my two whippet boys soon also (Maybe they'll come true if I write th...